chapter1:childhood

dec 16 1985

early in the morning, so mist outside my grandparents house located in a village called koppara in andhrapradesh. my mom is on the bed too young to give birth to a baby.she is 16yrs old, god damn my grand pa married her daughter at the tender age of 15, keeping all the reasons of immaturity behind m mother is ready to give birth to me at thee age of 16 and on 16th of december 1985.its early in the morning at 6am i was born giving all pain to my mom for me to come onto this earth and add more responsibility to my parents, so my mom deliverd me a ugly baby at 6.10am in da morning not knowing she gave birth to a looser.my aunt gowri checked my body its red as bloody sun in the sunset so its ineveitable that i would turn dark in color when i am washed. so i was washed and kept beside my mom. i don knw whats happening there in this beautigul world. i just got out my moms womb and all the mystrious people around me, i don knw when did my father came to see me but i know he would come as fast as he can when he heard abt my birth.my dad is too young to take responsibilty of this child as he is just 21 yrs old, i don that time that i am going to be greatest burden of this wonderful parents even my dad may not have the idea of me being burden,

my dad has to leave me behind and rush back as his exams are approaching as he doesn't want to leav me behind also he has to take his exams as he has to turn himself into a professional teacher he has to leave the place as soon as he can, my da is only +2 wen he got married he gt job as a teacher in govt school for a meagre pay of 300rs he has to improve his qualification to get nice salary.so he took a new cassette and took a tape recorder and recorded my voice in the cassette and took it with him to feel like i am near to home, he left the next day i was born
so still i am in my grandparents home after i was born,

i grew up as the under dog even from my birth i was der one long yr in my granpa's home for 1 long yr before i went to dad's place.

to be continued.........