Tuesday, November 24, 2009

dad's place and shuttles to grandpa,s

i was almost 2 yrs old wen i am in my native place called burja a remote village in vizianagaram district. i am glad i finally made it to dis grand place of mine. i passed my infancy in my village and der is nothing big abt it which i sholud remember for my whole life, wen i am 2 yrs old i had a sister i thought "bloody who is dis may be da competing creature for me on dis earth". this may be da reason i don remember much of my mom in my 2yrs of age, all i remember is my aunt elder sister to my mom who always taken da best care of me wen i am in grandpa's village, for a time i thought she is my mother.

i lived my 3 to 4 yrs of age playing lot of pranks in my granpa's. i think i was 3 my mom is grinding the some paste i don knw wat to call manually in varenda to make gari(indian donuts). i thought some prank can be on the entire family as everyone is present there, so wen my mom left the place for something i thought it would be the best time and i just went up der and pissed in da paste,with out noticing dey made da dish with dat served it all, after dey finsihed their quota i told dem wat happened.

and once my grand ma is doing puja and dey keep thertha water in front of god, so wen my grand ma's is nt der i just thrown water out of it and i just pissed in dat too. sorry god forgive this is just out of innocence,i thinks dats y he is cursing all over my life. any how i dont all dat dat time.
i was 4 and half i think, wen da time came for me to get to school. the bloody days in my life has bagun.................

Saturday, November 21, 2009

chapter1:childhood

dec 16 1985

early in the morning, so mist outside my grandparents house located in a village called koppara in andhrapradesh. my mom is on the bed too young to give birth to a baby.she is 16yrs old, god damn my grand pa married her daughter at the tender age of 15, keeping all the reasons of immaturity behind m mother is ready to give birth to me at thee age of 16 and on 16th of december 1985.its early in the morning at 6am i was born giving all pain to my mom for me to come onto this earth and add more responsibility to my parents, so my mom deliverd me a ugly baby at 6.10am in da morning not knowing she gave birth to a looser.my aunt gowri checked my body its red as bloody sun in the sunset so its ineveitable that i would turn dark in color when i am washed. so i was washed and kept beside my mom. i don knw whats happening there in this beautigul world. i just got out my moms womb and all the mystrious people around me, i don knw when did my father came to see me but i know he would come as fast as he can when he heard abt my birth.my dad is too young to take responsibilty of this child as he is just 21 yrs old, i don that time that i am going to be greatest burden of this wonderful parents even my dad may not have the idea of me being burden,

my dad has to leave me behind and rush back as his exams are approaching as he doesn't want to leav me behind also he has to take his exams as he has to turn himself into a professional teacher he has to leave the place as soon as he can, my da is only +2 wen he got married he gt job as a teacher in govt school for a meagre pay of 300rs he has to improve his qualification to get nice salary.so he took a new cassette and took a tape recorder and recorded my voice in the cassette and took it with him to feel like i am near to home, he left the next day i was born
so still i am in my grandparents home after i was born,

i grew up as the under dog even from my birth i was der one long yr in my granpa's home for 1 long yr before i went to dad's place.

to be continued.........

starting with out any advise

i will start my life here from my childhood which my not be so interesting but readable and then i will pass the blog towards schooling on hostel and then my college because there is nothing interesting in my +2 other than books.
chapter of journey to reality consists of three chapters.
1.childhood
2.schooling
3.college life
let me start my childhood first,, here i go.............

advise from all of you people

hi,

i am hariprasad from bangalore in india, i wan advis from all of the people sitting before their computers,

i am a normal boy sorry man who is 23 yrs old and has gone through all the difficulties in my life, i have a very interesting rather i to say some life experiences of me dat can be blogged so that people dont repeat same mistakes as me. this article sorry, blog consist of childhood to the life with gals who are bitches came onto my life,

so people i just want to hear from you if i can really start blogging about all that stuff here,

waiting for your advises for me to start blogging,